Monday, August 29, 2016

Diary #3: Confusion

7TH OF AUGUST, SUNDAY.
I got off my bed around 5 p.m. as always. It was the usual day for me, but I was not my usual self. Because everyday as I woke up, I have something to look forward to. I looked at my messages and saw something that placed a smile on my face. It was her. Do not get the wrong idea. It was not a sweet message from her. It was just a typical reply. I do not know if there was something wrong with my head, but It made me smile just seeing her name. After looking dumb for a few minutes, I went to the church and attended a mass. It was my usual routine every Sunday. After that, I went home and did my usual routine as a lazy bump until the night ended. The days gone by and we were still in contact with each other. I do no know if we were getting closer and closer, or am I just getting more attached to her. I do not know which is which until the 12th of August.

It was the usual day until I overhead something that stopped me with what I am doing at that moment. A certain guy was interested in her. I tried to calm down thinking it was just nothing, but as I saw them tease her to the guy almost made me snapped. Shut up! She's mine. I wanted to tell them. Mine? Is she really? We have no commitment with each other. There was nothing that bounds the two of us. So, who am I to claim her as mine? I just put my earphones on and turned the music volume to its maximum so that I would not hear them anymore. But my curiosity is killing me. What are they talking about? I looked away and stared at the view outside. Hoping the day would just end.

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